9/3/2014

I have often reflected back to times gone, but yet the memories remain. Those that remain are very special and i choose to hold them close to my heart. I'm making new ones , and i keep trying to persevere , but at times I'm willing to admit, i seem lost, but lost in a good way. It's a surreal feeling just knowing how powerful words can be, thru my words i am able to get lost , but always find my way back , a sort of power check. I'm searching for so much , and truly yearning for so much more , faith and fate, i have so much faith it's unbelievable at times I'm amazed, fate remains unknown, but i welcome what life has to offer me, and am grateful for a second chance, maybe it's true that all lions roar , when it's time, all I'm searching for is a simple life without the strife.

9/3/2014

At what time in your life do you stop giving a fuck about what everyone thinks and start caring about just working on your faults ? It's a very hard process, but truth be told it's such a rewarding prezzie. And since i started cleaning house for every thing I've let go of my past, I've been rewarded with something more , one for one they are all being revealed, I'm not sure, but i don't think it really matters where you started, it's just matters where you  end up. Live while you can, Love while your able.

A Moment Of Silence

After over 25 years of hard living, destroying my life,today I'm blessed with another chance at living life as it was truly intended, but not a day passes that i don't reflect upon hidden memories of all the friends I've lost thru addiction , my sincerest hope is that they have finally found peace, after all there not really gone, they've just gone home.

9/1/2014--- If you could do one thing, how bout being good to yourself, it says alot , when your content, and at peace. I was searching for so long, and now i have found it, although I'm far from perfect , I'm a better man than i was yesterday, remember tomorrow is not promised, love all you can, and cherish all you love .