10/3/2014
Well here i am, once again, professing my gratitude, to being given another chance at life, a drug free life, if only i had stuck it out, on the to many numerous attempts previously i might be a lot farther on my goals, but the sad truth is i didn't have any goals. Nor did i care about anything but piercing a needle thru my calloused skin , it isn't easy to admit these true facts , but it would be alot harder to deny them.
It's been a hell of a ride, but truly one i am so very grateful for, just waking up with a clear mind, never feeling like i had gotten stomped on the night before by Kevin Nash of the WWE. nor feeling the so painful effects of withdrawals.
I was never a weekend warrior to say, never had a dime a day habit, everything i did, i did in excess and what i wouldn't do if i could magically turn back time , that would be ever so sweet. But yes i live in the real world, and we all know that it could never be that way, maybe in a movie, but alas here i sit thinking of what to write.
Nor am i saying you must life your life like this, what i am saying is using hard drugs destroys your life , and shortens your life expectancy, if you continue living your life with drugs as your master these are what i promise, death,addiction,poor health,limited true friends,incarceration.
If you love music learn to play an instrument, if you love to draw buy some paper, if you love to write buy some a writing tablet.
Living your life drug free isn't for every one, what I'm saying is it works for me. if you don't like what i write don't read it.
please remember always, life isn't fair, nor is tomorrow promised, love all you can, and cherish all you love.
BR
