I think it's more about the thought that goes into deciding just how are you gonna approach it, without forgetting from where you came, and doing everything in your personal power to stay on the right side of the road, recovery is a daily issue no 2 days the same, always deciding what to do ahead of even doing it, not a simple task, if only i knew what i know now, back then i woulda saved myself and all involved with me some sleepless nights. but truthfully i haven't been able to say today i'm clean and sober in well close to 35 years, new experiences daily, i am lucky to even be here today, many have lost their battle with addiction, i'm proud to say that i am a survivor, and the words i share belong to me, the thoughts are mine, the action is learned daily, if you ask me what works, honestly i couldn't tell you, but i can tell you what fucking doesn't. if i can be of service and help anybody that is going thru addiction and the issues that come with it, that thru my mistakes, i can help guide them to safety, then i am doing something right, one could say i'm rich, not in the financial way of course, in other ways. What more could i ask for then to be able to live once again and growing daily , seeing things that i hadn't seen in many years, in pursuit of this thing they call recovery, a chance to live right, and make up for all the years that i was a burden to society and my fellow mankind, today by the grace of God, i'm free.