Wednesday, November 8, 2017
The rewards all outweigh the things i've left scattered before...
Misc thoughts that come to me every now and then, i remember a homeboy asking me if i wanted to get high, higher than i've ever been before, i didn't hesitate i just said fuck yeah, he then said give up all that i know and all that i've done and give it an honest try, i don't have to keep doing it if it doesn't prove to be working out.. i remember saying to myself yeah, slinging dope and shooting dope is all i know, here i sit writing my memoirs, thinking back yes he was right.
I wasn't gonna finish it that time but one day at a time comes to mind cause i finally found my way, i ended up giving up all that i knew all that i had and all who i hung with, to find a new life, way better than the life that i knew, and to find that i knew many of the same people from my past, were living it as well and doing it, i gave up one addiction for another it turned out to be photography who woulda ever known that i'd take to it, like a duck to water. I shoot many different subjects, mostly nature, random, and live bands, i love the life that i found , the grass is greener or this side i just needed to water it, something to believe in, today i have just that and more, friends that truly care, and a new found passion that i love , i hope to make some money at what i do someday, till then i keep trying my best, my work is getting noticed, and that is a great start. My only intention here is that thru my truthful words that i can offer a solution to others that are struggling as i once was, if my mistakes can change someones future than i am doing my job, giving back, being of service, paying it forward, it's the best feeling ever and when i'm doing it, i'm higher than i ever was when doing drugs, looking for a way to ease the pain that i suffered and finding it in recovery what a total blessing, i'm not here to tell you, if you're living right, i'm here to help you see a different way, I'm not here to judge you, if you're still out there, give it a honest chance, challenge me see if it's true,you have nothing to lose but only to gain. Here i sit pondering my thoughts and feeling good about myself, knowing that there is truly hope, if i can do it so can you, the only thing holding you back is you. I wish you well on you're journey, where it leads i don't know but it's amazing, and it's real, we all go in different ways, but we all end up in the same place the land of freedom, and today brothers and sisters i am totally free.
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